My plans for paintball today.. well... it kinda got cancelled..

Ok earlier today i didnt feel like paintballing but chad called me and convinced me.. I didnt really wanna go cuz jason wouldnt have a gun n such but we went anyways but yeah we were already late so we took our time.. or my time to get ready. When we were and started driving, when we were arriving to our destination (the field we were going to play at was at this abandoned building) and when we were driving up closer and closer seeing their cars jason noticed a little addition of police cars.





They got busted haha... If we were there 5 min early we wouldve been questioned too.. After their questioning was done we headed to mikes house for a little.. Nothing happened to them but uhm.. When they were checking everyones ID n such, after 1 officer looked through the ids and giving them back he gave not only jessica's ID back to her but also the officers number.. lolol.. That was probly why nothing happened..


JoshscHitokiri: will you have my babies
RedHeadedXXXXX: sure


JoshscHitokiri: will you have my babies?
KatieXXXX: lol no

Katies mean and wont have my babies... My plan for world domination by making little joshies cant work if katie wont have my babies =(

Josh out

Saturday people came over.. Just kinda chilled i guess.. We rolled Kris and Gus into a taco and shot gus while he was in the taco but dalia had to protect him so she took the gun and started shooting Eric, Jesse and I O_O.



Yesterday Jesse, Eric, Jake and I went to Sunset. We ate at this sub place and when we walked in everyone that worked there was sitting down all slouched over and when they saw us its like they grumbled n such cuase they had to get up. And the entire time we were eating they were looking at us. Oh at this one clothing store there were real models in the clothes infront of the window and who was there.. Kevin and his friends (mike, oturo blah blah) haha its funny.. You cant help but just stare and they were being paid 25$ an hour to just stand behind a window.

In hot topic i found an Endo cd for 2.50$ and a Trust Co. cd for 3$.. wewt.. We saw day after tomorrow, cool movie. Went into shrek 2 for the perfect part with the cat (aww) and uh then headed back home after a lil visit at barnes n nobles.

Today is paintball .. I dont want to go but theyre convincing me.. Jason doesnt have a gun so its kinda fuxed up but we can switch off. I dont mind.

Hmm... Uhh... Ok...

Well.. Yesterday i was at sunset with Kris, his friend, jake and brandt. We saw shrek 2 which was totally awesome and i want to see it again. Went to Gameworks afterwards where we raced and i got to play a game of DDR. Wewt~ I havent played in a really long time and after 1 game i was tired.. Ugh i need to start running lol.

Today people are coming over~

Just got home... Ehhhh think i said something i shouldnt have... Well anyways i slept in today, went to school around 10:30 but on the way to school i got mcdonalds and the security guard at the front entrance to the school said i wasnt allowed to bring food so i ate infront of the school with all the ESE kids (wewt) and a few minutes was left for first lunch so i stopped by. Blah blah me saying something i shouldnt have blah blah.

ok er.. FOR YESTERDAY...

yeah yesterday.. Lets see... Yesterday was a field trip to (i cant spell it) Kiocho. Pics show anything weve done and im noticing how crappy my camera is becoming. It doesnt reduce glare like it used to.. Lol i need a new one. but after when we got back from school, it was 2:30 and the bus's were leaving so i was running looking for my bus but i couldnt find it and i was stuck at school lol. My mom was in kendall and she was heading back to pick me up so i just chilled around for awhile.

When i got home i fell asleep about an hour and mike woke me up cause he was going to take me to guitar lessons but he forgot his keys in my moms car so we were going to use the Honda. And to our luck it wouldnt start because the battery was died due to its lack of use. So i didnt go to guitar lessons lol.. Cari's mom picked me up to go to the chorus concert. Wasnt bad. Was cute seeing Andrea, Yvette and Pierre singing n such lol. When it was over i was going to get dropped off but Cari's mom had to go to the Century 21 place for a little so we went there.. Me and Cari were just sitting in some office place for awhile then i got dropped off home when they were done. When i got home Mike, my mom and I went to Apple Bees to eat. Then i slept. And woke up late.

Today i must finish my Aguilar project. And im so confused as usual...

Josh out

Just got home.. when i came home from school i took a nap and later mike came to get his new computer.. when he came we went to the music store cuz i needed guitar strings and after that we went to best buy cuz i wanted to see if they had the new slipknot cd yet but they didnt. I picked out a keyboard, mouse and printer for mike in which he bought.. He also bought me FarCry and the Nine Inch Nails Live cd :) I didnt ask him to because i was going to pay for it but he said it was the least he could do and he wouldnt let me get out of it. After that i went to his place where i setup his computer and played far cry for awhile and now im home.

The entire day i left my cellphone and i looked at it and alley called 3 times leaving a message.. I want to talk but im not ready. Im just not ready yet.

Welp since i broke my low e string yesterday (dont ask how) and now that i got my new one... back to guitar playing~ And tomorrow im going with Cari to the chorus concert, she wouldnt go to the field trip tomorrow :( Actually the only reason im going on the field trip is so i can legally skip aguilars class and get 2 more days to do that pain in the ass project =p Gotta love spanish class and its field trips on perfect timing :)

And NIN kicks ass~

Josh out

Uh, why is that you message 1 person from 1 area and then you get a bunch of messages from other people from that area seconds later... *sigh*

Today sucked, just sat around and thought about things. Good things that are happening right now is that im having a lot of fun with friends, just.. always doing something with someone a majority of the time.. And for the bad.. When im not with somebody im usually just sitting here like I am now lonely and confused about my feelings... Like really confused.

Cari has a lot of nice guitars.. when i was over yesterday.. Like the red one.. Oooo.. And uhm... Lol im so blah right now. Theres like nothing in my head but "blah... bleh... blah... bleh... food... blah..." Prom was yesterday... Missed that... I really wanted to go, didnt really have a date. Theres always next year but what if the same thing happens.. Thats one blah.

The other blehs and blahs.. Dunno... Probly all the what if and would of's ive been thinking about.. Maybe a little too much. The school years coming to an end.. I dont want it to end. This was the best year ever. Blah... I miss having someone being there for you whenever your feeling lonely and having that person making it so you dont feel lonely.. Even if theres times where you do wanna be alone lol... Well i had a lot of alone time sofar and gonna have even more alone time, lucky~

Why do i have such a desire to be with someone bleh... I should be happy, well i am happy just... not HAPPY. I never thought i would wish to go back in time so much to relive things... Heh right now theres 2 guys that are the luckiest out of them all, dont even know which one is "more" lucky... Mine just ran out, owell.

Josh out

I have a strange urge to mosh~ O_O
and now i shall listen to Billy Joel and look at pictures

Yesterday Kris and I stopped at Cari's house because we were passing by when we were coming back from the dodge dealership. We stayed there, about 30 min later andrea came and we stayed a little over an hour and went back to my house. We just layed around, soon after james and john came over. After Cari and Andrea left we lanned. We didnt play much games, we just basically did whatever.



Kris and jake slept over.. I think.. I dont know lol.. I went to sleep at like 3 AM

Cari come over for almost 2 hours to work on Aguilars project but we didnt lol.. Jake is here and this is a very weird saturday.. Nobodys over, were not out anywhere and because of that it feels like a sunday.. What the frick~

Josh out

Nothing really past few days... We have internet at the school finally :) Hmmm i saw troy with mike and i liked the movie a lot. Earlier that day i went to comp usa with kris and jake.. Kris wanted to get his new video card but they didnt have in stock yet so afterwards we went to the falls because my mom stopped by comp usa to drop off money for my mini ipod. When we went to the falls I got my mini ipod and got a coffee afterwards then jake and kris got the same coffee because i let them try it and they liked it and after that kris decided he wanted an ipod too so he bought one.



Today i brought my poster board for people to sign, thats all.. Kris is sleeping over tonight and we finished mikes computer.. just installing crap in it :)

Josh out

Ugh im having really bad sleeping problems.. Im so tired right now and i been trying to sleep a few hours but i cant. I havent had a good nights rest in a LONG LONG time.. And since im not with alley anymore i figure i would get some sleep now since i wouldnt be up so late on the phone but now i actually get a lot less sleep. I dont think it has to deal with her or anything with her at all, i dunno. I just wanna sleep damnit O_O

Well cari, kris and jake were here today.

Gah. Being single sucks, cuz when your single you feel things or think of things that cant happen. *sigh*

anyways today i was at the show with jesse and eric, was okay.. A lot of metal.. actually too much metal for me for one night. Incode got shit because theyre "static x rip". But thats all. *sigh*

And welp josh isnt going to prom this year... *sigh*

I think im catching a cold... *sigh*

and uh.. Happy 10th Anni... nevermind *sigh*
First 16th of a month that ive been single for a long time, does it feel good? Not realllyyyyy~ Am I talking to Alley? No... Am I getting over her? In the sense that me being all BLAH ARGH UGH yeah but am i OVER her, ehh i dont know... And why dont i talk to her? Because im still angry... And why? Because the only way i can get over her is to hate her... Will i talk to her again? Sure, but not anytime soon... *sigh* But yet i still look at our pictures and it brings a smile to my face in which i dont really want since im suppost to hate her. Well im happy it happened instead of never happening even if it ended *sigh*

Having a crush of any sort sucks too *sigh*

so basically... ... ... one big *SIGH*

ok josh out

ACF ACF ACF ACF ACF ACF ACF ACF

Things that happened since last post

Missed another day of classes doing virus removal crap (sucked) (yesterday)

James getting jumped by 4 black kids after school (yesterday)

Me getting pretty much no sleep at night

Saw Becky yesterday

Farted (everyday)

Play guitar all day since i have nothing else to do

Thinking about things and being confused

I think that basically sums it all together.. today i might be doing something but im going to take a nap and god knows how long ill be doing that, then tomorrow is the show at Kafe Krystal with 12-15 bands - wewt~

Today... sucked... ass... A LOT OF ASS... OMFG i hate doing this virus removal shit now. Been doing it all day yesterday and all day today at school. And while were trying to work idiotic black kids try to screw around with us with comments like "smart ass". Ugh and i have to do it tomorrow too. Gah!!! i would rather go to class

Anyways when i came home i checked the mail and there was a bubble envolope for me. I opened it and to my suprise it was an... uhm... Trojan Extended Pleasure condom O_O Im so confused lol.. Why did i get a condom in the mail

Last night i watched Freaky Friday with my mom and mike, i wanted to see it again cuz its a cute little movie like School of Rock. But anyways we watched it really late and by the time i went to sleep it was REALLY late so i decided to sleep in till around 9:30 to go to school. When i arrived at school and entered aguilars class the first thing i get when i walk in the class room is "Josh whats wrong with all the computers!?" "Do you know whats happeneing?!" and all that so i was really confused and half awake. Aguilars computer had a virus so i decided to go to Brandt to get a cd to fix it and when i was in the office brandt was like "where were you, i been trying to get you all morning" or something along those lines but apparently he told me the entire school got infected with the sesser virus so all the PC support ppl were pulled from their classes the entire day to fix this. This included me and i just went class room to class room fixing the computers for the rest of the day. I went to first lunch to see Andrea and all my friends. But that was my "fun" and "exciting" day at school. I have to do it tomorrow too..

When i got home i took a nap as usual, went to guitar lessons, went to town and country to meet with mike. Ate some pizza, saw Van Helsing which sucked my balls except for Kate Bessinger or w/e her name is cause shes hot and was the only reason to see the movie... woo hoo... But now im home.

Josh out

Fun day at school. For spanish just talked and messed around with Kevin, Katie and Amy. Then for PC support i took both 1st and second lunch so that was added coolness. Was with Andrea like i usually am for 1st lunch then said hi to everyone and was with Cari and Becca. I skipped 5th period being Chemistry and left cari and yvette there :( SORRY! Cari was probaly all alone with Matt.. I feel bad. But Andrea, Kris and Jake were with me :) We we all skipped. Victor got caught, it was so funny. Someone knocked on the door and it was the german teacher (victor and jake skipped german class) but before i opened the door jake hid behind a box but victor was in the middle and the teacher was like "arent you suppost to be in my class". Jake almost got caught lol. That was fun :) Im suppost to go out tonight with mike, jade and my mom (and was hoping with andrea too) but my mom wants to go out with one of the emos and having a "ladies night out" so me let her do that. Were gonna do something tomorrow instead.

And wewt my moms about the order the tickets to Korea.. Its gonna cost a whopping 2,500 dollars for the ticket.. Ugh thats a computer right there.. Lot of moolah but i cant pass up this life time opportunity and i get to see my dad!! I miss him, me happy~ Im leaving June 14th and coming back July 12.. Dates may change but anyways...josh takes nap now

Josh... Zzzzz..... Out

Yesterday was a LAN with Jake, Jeff, Jason, Kris and Gus.. We played BF Vietnam and UT04.. Dalia was over earlier when we watched House of the Dead... Haha that was such a cheesy movie. Jeff and Jason left later in the night to sleep *pfft* hehe.. As for the rest of us we didnt sleep till like 6 am. We just ended up hitting eachother with pillows and raping eachother.

Josh out

Yesterday was friday fest. Jake finally came with us for once. We had a good time, it was me, Cari, Becca and Jake. We just chilled, layed around in kris's van ect... There were these 2 people having sex in a car and everyone was around it but the windows were all fogged up and people were doing things like humping the car n such. Was pretty damn funny and when they came out they got a standing novation.

Kris and Jake spent the night over, and they are again tonight with the addition of gus

Josh out

Jake came over, we played some stuff on the bass/guitar then kris came over later. They left about an hour ago.

Prom is coming up soon, i want to go but i kind of need a date... I have someone in mind but i just dont know if it would be possible. Im confused as always. Im up to my ass on homework.. I havent exactly been up to school lately so i have a lot to make up and do.

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Nothings better than going on AIM and have a message pop up from someone saying your ex is going out with someone else already.. W/E i dont care

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Starting with monday. In the morning to school there was a fight on the bus with these 2 girls and the bus pulled over. 1 Girl ran out of the bus and the other girl was in the bus trying to get out to fight her so she took the back emergancy exit and chased the other girl but the other girl got into a car that was heading to school and "escaped". A police car came and took the other girl... Then more police cars... Till there was 4 police cars... For a small highschool fight between 2 girls... on a bus..





I accidently took them on low quality.. Ooops
That was pretty funny tho.. Im not going to say everything that happened but thats pretty much it.. Later on at night my mom and I went to the falls to replace my headphones at the Apple store and we ate at Johnny rockets.

Tuesday was fun.. My guitar lesson got changed to 4:30 that day so as soon as i got home i went to the music store because i was going to trade my amp but when i got there i was talking to the guitar players there and they all said i should just stick with the amp i have because its really good so i did. After the lesson my mom, sue emo and myself went to PF Changs where we met up with Jade and Mike. We all ate there and after that my mom and emo went off and did their own thing. As for Me, Jade and Mike we dropped over leftovers at mikes house and then stopped at bestbuy to get mike a moniter. Afterwards we went to Sunset to see Kill Bill vol.2. We were about an hour early so mike went to the book store and me and jade went to some other store. The movie was nothing like the first but owell.

This weekend is going to be guys get together (Gus, Jake, Kris) and Friday Fest on uhm friday..

Oh yeah.. MAY 15 IS CANCELED... Going to a show with Jesse and Eric so the weekend after ill hold the party/hangout (or w/e you wanna call it) Except uhm this time theres going to be more people... I counted 30, gotta figure out if i should A) narrow the list or B) see what happens with 30 people in my house lol

Well i finally took some pictures altho not much...

Yesterday people came over and did whatever.

People that came over were (all were not here at once.. some had to leave early and some came late)

Dalia, Gus, Abby, Nelson, Jake, Jason, Siobhan, Doug, Dougs g/f (forgot her name.. oops lol), Dominque, Rodolfo, Kevin, Cari, Becca, Sabrina, Ruddy, Barney, Jesse, Eric, Kris and of course.. Josh~

Had fun, did karaoke, games, play with instruments, watched kill bill.. just did w/e.. When a lot of people left where it was only Gus, Dalia, Nelson, Abby, Jesse, Eric, Jake and Kris, eric started prank calling like burger king n such, it was so funny. Becca, Tanya and Joey couldnt make it.. Andrea couldnt make it either :( Im gonna do it again in like 2 weeks.

Josh out