Its 9:30AM and I have nothing to do... This is the second day of school i missed because of the damn cold. Im feeling really really crappy.

Well NyQuil really does knock you out, i should use that stuff on a daily basis lol.

Welp nothing happened since im just laying in my bed the entire day or watching invader zim...

*cough*
Josh out

Its great how everyday things get worse... Whats the thing that makes things worse for the day? Hurricane!!! Wooo.. ARGH... Then to add on to that I HAVE A COLD!!!

On friday i missed the school bus coming back home and i was chilling with Jesse. Soon we saw something going on and it was this guy that grabbed this girls ass and she was crying and taking it really seriously but she wasnt doing anything about it so her friend or something is like "im cuban, i HAVE to kick his ass" <-- exact quote... The other kid that grabbed the girls ass walked away and was sitting under a tree then the cuban kid ran to him and jumped him and another guy came and broke them up. After that i went to Jesse's place but on the way we stopped at daniels place.. Chilled there a lil and then went to Jesse's place.. Cleaned his comp some then rode a bike to Burger King.. Danny came soon to Burger King on his skateboard and then we went to the music depot so i could get a high E string.. Afterwards we headed back to my house and Danny, Jesse, Bob n Jake slept over. The next day Danny left for a show (suk a cok~)

Yesterday people came over... Eric, Jesse, Mel, Krystal, Shelly, Becca, Edwin, Tanya, Rudy, Barney, Kris, Dalia, Gus, Joey, Jake, Bob, Vince, Shawn and uh i think thats everyone... oh... AND MYSELF! Rar! Was ok... When every1 left except Rudy and Edwin we watched AvP WHICH SUCKED MY BALLS. Oh we had a lil smash bro's tourney before that and jason n his cuz came over for alil bit. Next time im just gonna get the guys over and the girls that play games too to just have a vid game day.

I caught myself staring at a picture all day. I dont know what im even thinking when i look at it.. Its like im thinking but not thinking at the same time ( O_o? ) Ive been thinking a lot about things the past few days, and erm thats not good. I should stop thinking, only bad things have came from it sofar.

This house feels like a damn tomb now... I have Gov and math HW to do...
I lose...
Josh out

Ive fallen again except this time im tied down with the weight from the doubt of the future

Im in school right now and its the morning... Tired as usual aswell...

Last night i was feeling really bad, i was drowsy, dizzy, my arms kept shaking and my nose started bleeding.. This sucks im way more stressed than i ever was during school last year and it only begun this year... Ugh... Living alone is starting to show its supreme suckness...

Answered questions...
PPl coming over on the weekend again? Yep
Love life? Wish i knew
Alley? I really wish i knew
Everything sucks

Anyways since monday... I dont remember what i did monday, i think i slept... Tuesday i went to Hollywood with mike and emo to get a haircut then went to the hard rock hotel to eat and headed back home. Wed... Nothing... Thursday... Nothing... Today... Nothing... Such an exciting week.

I didnt do so well on my first AP test.. I studied a lot too but yeah... Im very angry about that.

*shrug*
Josh out

WTF!!! i dont know if its worth it or not jeeze...

Anyways on Thursday i stayed after school for the volleyball practice then went to Allies house with Kris... Allies little sister was like raping us... On friday Jake Kris Allie and i went to the Falls after they were over my house awhile and we saw Without a Paddle. We saw Tanya n Becca there..

On saturday Kris, Gus, Dalia, Shelly, Justin, Jesse, Eric, Edwin, Rudy, Barney, Jake, Joey, John and James came over.. I think im forgetting someone *shrug* I forgot to take pictures but we had fun...

Ok thats all.. Im a tad angered to go into details..

Josh out

IM in PC support right now and cody is on my right...

Monday was the first day of school and it was pretty cool, its good to see everyone again i missed them all... Theres a few new things this year that SUCK! The lunch has been changed AGAIN like it does every year since ive been here and it only gets worse and worse.. Last year we were able to go around a majority of the school and this year were only allowed to be around the new pavilion area and the cafeteria... They werent building it for us they were building it so they could stick us all in 1 area... A-Holes~

MY schedule is alright, i thought about changing 2nd and 3rd period but ill possibly do that later.

1-PC Support
3-PC Support
5-AP Gov/Ec.

2-Pre-Cal H.
4-Spanish 2
6-Eng 4 H.

Summer is in my precal class and so is 1 other person but everyone i know is in the 3rd period Pre-Cal class and i would love to be in that period but *shrug*

The 2nd day of school was straight too... In Spanish Im with Kyle Kevin and some others.. No Katie or Amy :( Eng 4 seems like itll be a straight class.. We did the same thing Alley did for her eng. class last year where we write a letter to ourself and read it at the end of the year. Theres a lot of ppl i know. Cody, Shawn, Joe, Rob, Steph., Ashley G., Irady, Denise and more. So thatll be fun.

Its cool being back but it also sucks cause waking up early = no matter what ILL BE TIRED~ Rar~

After school I went to Foxmar and ordered my Senior Pics.. It costed me 350$ <--- ERK~ afterwards I went to mikes place and just chilled around and cleaned his computer. We were gonna see AvP but i was way too tired so we went home and i was gonna take a 30 min nap but my alarm didnt wake me up so i fell asleep for 2 hours and talked to Alley until about 12:30 or so then went to sleep.

Today = Not much

Josh out



kekekekkekek!! Alley got glasses!! AWWW!!!
Actually theyre just clear lenses but still

I dont remember what happened thursday... O_o Main thing that happened while i was in the shower alley called and told me Jacob broke up with her and im like HUH~ and shampoo went in my eye ~

Friday Gus, Jake and Kris were over... We were pretty bored... I cleaned the house because i was bored.. Made Gus make the bed and Jake sweep then i made kris... make sure my chair stayed warm.



Later on Jesse Eric Mel and Krsystal came over.. Then Barney appeared out of nowhere lol. We rolled Kris into a taco and threw him on top of the Van. We just chilled the entire night.

(Barney, Gus, Mel n Jesse not shown~)


Jesse, Eric n Kris slept over.. I went to the room about midnight or earlier then came out at like 2 and stayed up for a few hours and passed back out.

Saturday = Nothing.. Kris came over and we went to the chinese buffet since i mentioned it so yay i got my chinese fix.. Went to the musician store next and i bought Jake a strap for his bass for his bday present.

As for now its 3 AM and im on the phone...
Josh Out

And Chronic Futures cool



Chronic Future - TIme and Time Again (Right Click - Save as)

The song has been stuck in my head.. a long time

Before and during the 4th. actually i dont remember what day. The first day doom 3 came out we all bought a copy (Kris, Jeff, Jake and I)... 55 Dollars for a damn game... ARGH!!! But the game was pretty cool, i was disappointed somewhat.. Wasnt all that scary.. I wanted to crap my pants but i didnt... I played it like 3 days straight till i beat it. I hooked up my computer to the TV and played it, jake n kris pretty much watched me play through the entire game lol. I give doom 3 like a 7.5 or 8 out of 10~

On the 5th Kris kinda decided that "hey lets go to naples" and i was like HUH your kidding right... And he was actually serious and i knew for sure when Jake asked his mom if he could go and his mom said yes without even thinking.. We were all like.. Whaoo.. I wanted Gus to go cuz i thought i was gonna be uncomfortable and i wanted kris jake AND gus there so i wouldnt be.

On the 6th when we were about to leave Gus got a phone call and had to come home and couldnt go with us. I locked up the house/gate everything and we were all off.. The entire car ride i was freaking out i mean FREAKING OUT. Kris wanted to slap me. And then we got there and i saw Alley... And yeah wow. We all went to Kaitlyns later in the night with Alyssa and Janae.

The 7th on Saturday we picked up Dean and went to the mall for no reason and then headed back to Alleys house and just raped eachother.. I dont have pics but Alley does so maybe you can see us 4 having butt sex0r. Later on Dean had to go and Jake n Kris went back to Kaitlyns.. I stayed with Alley.

Both nights we slept in the Van.. OMFG the first night it was HORRIBLE. It was so hot, we were sweating (well i was mostly lol) and because of it we smelled like ass and jake n kris kept farting making it musty lol... We didnt turn on the AC cuz it would be bad for the engine but at one point we were just like Fuk it and left it on for awhile to fall asleep... The next night we had it on later and was easier to sleep. We went to sleep in the community park's parking lot.

8th Sunday we went back home and slept... I went bowling with Becky Siobhan and Beckys cousin later on.. I won yey~ then i played a game of DDR and went back home.. Becky helped me clean some when we got back... 9th on Monday.. Kris n Gus slept over.

Then Tuesday Alley came over... And Kris... And Dalia n Abby... And Gus n Jake... And Cari O_O... lol... Later on Alley, Mike, His family and I went to Bahama Breeze for dinner and Flippers afterwards where we just played 1 game of DDR and just walked around n such then she got picked up.

1 word.... Whao~

Josh out



FIN~

Sundays a big blur to me~ People were over~ Well anyways later later later in the night around 1 :30 people from red lobster came to play mario kart. Mike brought over his new paintball gun and we were looking at it and stuff then oddly siobhan volunteered to get shot with the vest/mask/ect which was kinda funny lol... So we all went outside and i had the gun and they were like "Uhm... are you a good shot?" i said sorta or something but siobhan pointed somewhere on the vest and i shot that spot... Was kinda funny lol.

Ok today (monday 8/2) jake, jason n mike slept over and we woke up around 11 for paintball. We had a fun time. It started raining later and we tried playing in the rain at the woods field but we couldnt see ANYTHING. Then the other after played in another field and this one dude was hopping and jumping everywhere in the puddles getting muddy n stuff. Was a fun day of paintball.




Later on Kris came over... Then becky and siobhan... While they were here i was on the phone with Alley... Yeah~ Josh doesnt know... Anyways after about 30 min later Dalia called asked if she could come over tomorrow and i told her to call me back tomorrow. Well awhile later Marcella called... THAT was unexpected. But hey i told her lets start a friendship. So thats good, that actually made me happy. Well its 1 AM now and i think im going to the school tomorrow for the hell of it.

Ok thats it... Josh out



FIN~