Monday, June 27, 2005

Jake slept over again and later on in the day Jesse and Eric came over. Jake went to eat and Eric had to go to drop off his computer so we couldnt wait and we left.

We went to Cyber Lan.. Dropped off the computer.. Went to Dairy Queen then went to a pr0n shop at.. somewhere near best buy.

During this Mel called a few times asking us to pick her n meghan up. Well we were completely on the opposite side and Mel was not even part of the plan. I told her earlier in the day ill see what happens but not OK WERE GONNA HANG OUT WITH YOU.

Went back and got jake. Went to Kevs house to see Lisa for a few minutes and headed back to my house. I went inside to see if they could come over and watch a movie and my mom said yes so I went outside and they left. I look all around and didnt see them so i whipped out my phone and slid a glance at jasons parking lot to see the car. I didnt notice cuz there was 4 cars there. Gleh! lol

Went to Hollywood video. On the way there Mel asked what was going on and I told her we were gonna pick her up but we were gonna go back to my house and watch a movie. She didnt know if she could do that. So after hanging in Hollywood Video for awhile we went to Erics house and waited for Mel to call back. She said in the phone call to head over there but Eric knew if we did A: We would have to see the mom and B: Mel would switch out plan around to her fitting. (We went to ERics hosue first actually oops)

I called her and she was flipping out like why we werent heading over there and blah blah. Trying to pull this whole guilt trip thing on me again with things like "am I that bad to hang out with?" ect.. UGH omg. She said she thought we might want to walk Meghan home .. uhm.. no? Our PLAN was to watch a movie not that, she knew that. She said for us to go to South Dade park before.. uhm.. No? IT was raining, a shit load of mosquitos and those bitches LOVE me or something omg. We certainly wouldnt walk outside someone home and change our plans.. Im sorry but NO and the guilt trip thing, that doesnt work either. Thats just BS im pissed

Before I fought for Mels acceptance. Yes I got it at first and was encouraged but during this Mel was "I dunno" about me so I said W/e and she put on a fit then Mels mom disapproved about me then thats when Mel accepted me. Wow nice. I wasnt dealing with that. No matter what now friend, foe, boyfriend, associate or ANYTHING I wont be accepted by her and I frankly am not going to deal with it.

Michelle was a good solution to this. Man I was so happy with her. I may have not said I loved her but I wasnt ready, it was too soon. I miss her so damn much, I catch myself looking at my phone with all her pictures. I just end up staring at them for minutes at a time. I miss her so much and things seem like they work out.

Id do anything to have her back and im so paranoid now. Im never like this ... EVER... Michelle is so beautiful and her personality is just so real. Shes such a desirable person and it seems like everyone wants her and now that shes not mine Im scared she'll just run into someones arms she can see. It scares me, I even have terrible dreams about it that scare me more.

Well i just did some nagging but I cant help it...
Im trying to be Mel's friend and keeping it just that but its hard when she pulls that crap she did when I uber liked her.
Its even harder with Michelle. I havent heard her voice in so long and I dont think ill be able to see her again. It sucks so damn much and when nobody is around I get absolutely furious thinking about it.

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24: Ghost Busting Xmas
Dont know what age but it was Xmas and I loved ghostbusters. I got ghostbusters gear that day and ran around in the back capping some ghosts in my wee lil head.

25: Action Figuring
Jake and I would play with action figures long ago and we would go in my patio n stuff n stack up pillows n stuff and pretend they were forts n such.

Without Wax,
Josh out

Sunday, June 26, 2005

SLEEPING PARTY EVERYDAY! Sorta~ Ive been slacking with pictures again too sorta


June 22nd (Wed) I dont remember the beginning of the day because im lazy and dont update often enough for me to remember those things. But due to my handy dandy phone I can remember the rest of it.. Sorta

SUNSET!

Gus,Claudia n Jake were over and we went out. Got Mel and we all headed to Sunset.






When we got there we just walked around... Walked in Gameworks for a little, around the mall.. Got some pizza in a place around the mall and it TWAS GUUD! Then went back to Barnes N Nobles.. Left .. Dropped off Mel.. Went back to my house...

Claudia went home at sometime.. Gus n Jake stayed over... Jake and I played random stuff all night and so did Gus... WE were up till at about... 10 FRIKKIN AM!
So we passed OUT

June 23rd (Thursday) WE all woke up at around 4:30PM which was pretty much just "whao". Gus went home and Jake went home for awhile then came back.

The night before my mom asked about them sleeping over and I told her about it and she said they CANNOT sleep in either my moms or dads bedroom and I was just like "uhm duh?" and she told me they can sleep on the couch so what happens? The next day after they leave she yells at me about them sleeping on the couch.. WTF? I swear that womans going to be the death of me

The entire day was pretty much Jake and I getting Rainbow Six 3 working for us and when it did we just played that n stuff

I think the day had more to it but dont remember.. But Jake stayed the night and we were up till 5.. or 6.. or longer..


June 24th (Friday) Mid day Jesse n Eric came over and we headed to Dolphin Mall for absolutely no reason at all. We were there for awhile and just did whatever.. Walked around the mall *shrug*

We left and some reason we wanted to go bowling so we left the mall and went to the Homestead Bowling Alley and watched some people play DDR a little then left.. We didnt feel like bowling once we got there so Corey's g/f Bobbie was having a party and we went to that.

It was.. Interesting (another word for no cool O_O) But it was in a non entertaining way if that makes sense. Jenko and his band played.. Jupiter Uprising I think.. Uhm.. They uh.. I dont wanna say sucked but uhh.. ok yeah that.



Later Joey n Joel showed up. That was random. Joey isnt the same anymore which is a shame but I dunno... *sigh*

After the band was finally done playing more random people like Brandon n the crew (Dusty, Jenny, Ross, Nick ect)

We left and came back to my house, invited jake over but he couldnt make it.
Eric n Jesse went to Mel's house after which was werd~. I guess things are good or something again. Thats cool tho, Mel wanted this for a long time.

I ended talking to Mel all night about things, guess we had a lot to talk about and its good to be her friend again. Fell asleep at around 7AM... MY schedule is screwed up

June 25th (Saturday) Mid day Eric n Mel came over and so did Jake.. We stayed at my house for alittle the left for put put at the tropical fun center. Yep we wasted 6 bux. The place isnt that bad itself for what it is and where its at its just after the 2nd hole or so Mels mom calls.. (or was it on the way there? ANYWAYS) her mom called about her possibly not being able to hang out with Eric anymore and this was the first time since the big w/e. Jesse, Eric and I all had a W/E event happen with Mel which resulted in Mels mom going "NO!" to anything related with any of us. Were not very fond of the mom. But it really got Eric down and when Erics down everyone else is because Eric doesnt give a shit about anything and doesnt let it affect him which is a very cool character feat. but when something does it just gets to you. Plus I was going thru that too, the mom still hates me lol.

On a plus note.. I found a sealed condom and put it on my stick!

We screwed around because we didnt feel like playing anymore and left.. Dropped Mel at home then went to Hollywood Video to get a couple of movies. And heres Jesse working!



We got a dvd of this comedian and Super Troopers. When we were there Corey n Bobbie were there which was funny. Bobbie doesnt talk much, she just gives me the presidential wave.. Which is her style of waving I guess because Eric commented on it later.

Because im too lazy to delete.. Actually before Hollywood Video we stopped at Erics house lol. They got anew lil cute kitty



Its a cute lil thing, I <3 kittahs

BUT NOW! When we got to my house a lil after Claudia, Gus n Christina came over. We watched the comedian guy which was Carlos something. Anyways he was pretty dern funny. He made fun of everybody, especially himself which was mexican.. NIGGER IN A BOX!

After that we did whatever for a little and watched Super Troopers, I didnt dig it. A couple funny parts but thats all to me

Eric went home and Claudia, Gus n Christina watched Finding Neverland while Jake N I played stuff.

We all then went in my room and joked around n stuff for like... too long lol.




WE finally fell asleep and everyone but Jake left at around noon or so then we went back to sleep and woke up at about 3:30PM or so

Today consisted of Oscar n Lorena coming over and just watching TV n chilling.

Jake n Oscar r still here



And for absolutely no reason.. Jesse with a blowup doll weeks ago



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21: Night At Jakes Gma
Back when we were younger we were into that whole micro machine thing. I stayed the night at jakes Gma's house with him and we played with our micro machines and we went to sleep on a couch that turned into a bed. I couldnt go to sleep so I went into to the garage and worked on the model we were working on which was this red car. I dont remember exactly but I went back and tried to sleep. Saw jakes Dad leave but I couldnt sleep that night.

22: GoldenEye!
Its actually several memories but said simply as one. JAson and I played Goldeneye together almost religiously. We LOVED that game. We would turn on 1 shot kills, turn off auto aim and duke it out. We were like equals

23: Steph has to P!
This Girl Stephanie C., she was.. and still is VERY pretty. Kevin used to be obsessed about her but during i think 5th grade. She was talking to me alittle and I was my shy and quiet self and all asudden she just busted out with I GOTTA PEE!!!.

Without Wax,
Josh out

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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For the first time in the past few year... the past days have been *gasp* DULL (kinda)

Its actually Wed morning 3:40AM but i changed the time to fit the day that passed ... but I do that a lot anyways.. wonder if any of u peeps have noticed how a lot of updates are on 11:59PM =p

I uh... crap? Dont remember saturday I think

June 18th (Saturday) MYSTERY DAY OF... Something!!!

... I remember! (Im saying i remember cuz im just adding this after i finished the post... but josh.. why dont you just delete the stuff when you didnt know.. because its more interesting!)

Anyways it was Jesse's graduation party!! Eric, Jake and I were the only friends there. Others were family, family work friends.. And various other people I didnt know .. Including Jesse Didnt know. Jesse got his fair share of money, Graduation parties.. Have them - they serve you well.

Afterwards Jesse, His bro, ross (who came later) and someone else were gonna go to dannys. Eric, Jake n I being the sXe people we are decided to just rent a movie. We went to Hollywood video, picked up Anchorman and a Family Guy DVD n some free candy. While we were there the people who were gonna go to Dannys ended up in there.. That was a funny coincidence.. The danny planned failed cuz I think Danny was going somewhere and Jenny was sleeping... So they were gonna rent a movie too.. Anyways Eric, Jake N I headed to my house. Watched Anchorman.. Jake and I laughed our ASSES off. We love that movie, it was funnier the 2nd time i saw it. Watched an episode of the Family Guy where I was shocked to see Dakota Fanning do a surprise showing in the episode and I was like "Wtf as what" and it ended up being the lil southern girl saying " My daughter would like you" ... Nothing more Nothing LEss... BUT FUNNY

June 19th (Sunday) Fathers day

MY dad was leaving for Dallas so my mom and I went to the airport with him and we had breakfast there at the airport. Afterwards we went back home and slept.

Later on I met up with Claudia and Gus, we just did abunch of nothing and random things until the night was over

June 20th (Monday)

My mom n I ate at Sunset in the Dan restruant then afterwards we saw Batman Begins. Yeah I know i already saw it but that movie is just too cool. Josh <3 batman when he was little and this just makes Josh <3 him all over again

June 21st (Tuesday- Today)

The entire day I just kinda layed there. I dunno I was rather melo today. Mostly with whats happening with Michelle and I.. It really bums me out

I woke up with a call from Mel, talked for a little.. Took a shower... Sue emo was over and she cooked with my mom so i had some yummy korean food... Fell asleep.. Woke back up again. Then we met up with Mikey. Ate at PF Changs then just went back home.

When we arrived at PF Changs there was a long wait and it was about 9PM at this time so I walked around the Falls and went in the Apple store for awhile and when I walked out some girl just jumped on me and gave me a big hug and Iw as like *wtf?* and I looked and it was Allie! That was a pleasant surprise.. I thought she moved but I guess not.

She was gonna see a movie so I walked her to the movies but while we were walking there I saw 2 girls waving at me... I blinked my eyes and looked again and it was Lee n Christine!! Behind them were Cameron and Kate. I talked to them for a little.. Those bitches didnt invite me !!! Lee was her own sexy groovy self.. She is really groovy and I miss her. N for Christine... Shes her own kinda to herself cutie still too.. well it hasnt been that long since i seen either.. But Christine.. Shes such a cutie, you just wanna make her a teddy bear and hug her. *hug*

Christine thoughts after reading that would probly be simply "FREAK!"

Ive been doing random things since I got home.

I dont know if im feeling lonely or what. Nobodys doing anything for the summer.. I call people to see whats up and they are all just sitting there. Does this mean im going to have to set my mojo and get everyone active and together? NO im tired of that

Im also tired of *Incoming Rants*
Girls n Boys... Actually... Just girls... but anyways im tired of girls being dependent on boyfriends. IF they have one theyll be all *yippy yappy* and maybe hang out with you on OCCASION and when they do the majority of the conversation of "BOYFRIEND BOYFRIEND <3 BOYFRIEND" then when they break up "Whaaa Whaa Whaa I never loved him Whaa" and its all just BS.

Its also something even though indirectly thats being pushed infront of my face. I have the worst luck with any kind of relationship. I see others around me able to see their significant other all the time, almost everyday where in my case I have to fight for it. ITs never on my side either, I can basically get anywhere, anytime but for them its like this huge war inside their own household. Here I am struggling to see someone just once a week while others are talking to me in "OMG I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE THE PERSON FOR A DAY WOE IS TO ME" or better yet "OH NO THAT PERSON IS GOING OUT OF TOWN FOR A FEW WEEKS OH GOD NO!" it really ticks me off and usually results (in aim) a block or (on the phone) being ignored.

Thats nice if you found someone but its not the only subject there is in life and thats all you can talk about... theres no point

Ive been slacking with pictures.. Thatll change today

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16: BFWG (Big Friggin Water Gun)
I dont remember what year but it was .. young?
It was a time period when water guns were the thing n Jason N I had quite a few of them. One day I got a new one that held like 1 or 2 gallons and you had to pump it a shyt load to shoot it. We were in the patio and we shot eachother. That thing was like WHAO- it got you soaked in 1 shot and it STUNG.

17: Beckys Dog Wanted Korean Food
Becky used to have this big ass dog before. One day (I was young) I was walking to Beckys house door but I was far away and here came that huge ass SCARY dog running and barking towards me as if it was about to eat me and I ran my little legs faster than I ever have at that time. I think I had a big adrenaline rush that made me joshie the speedy.. But it didnt eat me, I made it to the door and slummed it shut with the dog outside. That scared me

18: Ive Got Ants In My Socks!
Not much to this... was little... Stepped in a big antpile in the backyard and they got all in my socks and I ran inside screaming and my mom came to the rescue and put alcohol on my foot... Uhm YOUCH! But I felt better.. Now when I get a cut or bite or anything.. I prefer alcohol.. The stinging actually makes me feel better. I think its a psychological thing

19: Redland Christian Is Hard To Remember-- K5 Graduation!
^--- More of a statement
It was graduation for us little 5 year olds. We walked down the alley holding the hand of a girl of the opposite sex. I dont remember but I think it was a girl with freckles and named.. christina??? Its hard to remember.. But anyways I remember I walked a little fast because I was nervous or soemthing. Then when it was all over we were all like "yay were going to K6" ... WE didnt know it was called 1st grade.

20: Paper Cone + Yelling + Ear + Peer Pressure = Bad
It was Redland again.. 1st or 2nd grade... Some kid made a paper cone and yelled in another kids ear and this other kid was like "someone yell in my ear!" ... Yes we were stupid ... But somehow they were like Josh yell in his ear ! "ya yell in my ear!" so I did it and as I did it the teacher walked in and I was the only one caught. My punishment you ask? SPANKING!!! Yeah i got spanked by the principle.. Beat that biatches. I never yelled in another persons ear since

Without wax,
Josh out

Friday, June 17, 2005

Ive been lazy for a week about this. When do I get paid for updating?

Well...

CANADA = FUN

June 10th (Friday)

You have to keep in mind this was a week ago basically so... im going to forget stuff

But we woke up in the morning and went to the train station (which was conveniently below the hotel)



If you notice the bawls bottle.. Yes folks... THERE WAS BAWLS IN CANADA! but then we went on the train.. hoorah

Ive never been on a train ride before so it was an interesting experience, being able to see the scenery from ground level. Well I fell alseep about 4 hours of the total 5 hours of the ride from Montreal to Toronto.

Got to Toronto and the first impression of it from walking out of the train station was "goody a big city" because thats all it was. Just a big city. Montreal was big n had a lot of people but it had style and a feeling to it. Toronto didnt have either

The day we just walked around a few places to kinda explore thep lace and went back to the room. It was a long day and we were tired.

June 11th (Saturday)

NIAGRA FALLS!!!

Went on the bus in the morning and went to yep.. Niagra falls

i fell asleep on the bus ride there but we eventually go tthere, we went with a tour.




We then went on a boat ride that went in the river towards the falls. That was pretty cool.



Yeah i pretty much summed that up pretty fast. But it was a great tour and I enjoyed it a lot. We were on the canada side and the US was the other side and I was like "MY PEOPLE!... sorta". WEnt back on the bus and passed interesting things like

THE SMALLEST CHURCH



AND A WINE PLACE which had the BEST wine I ever tasted. I dont like wine but that stuff is good. we left with 2 bottles of ice wine for over 100$



Went back to the hotel. Did some more walking around Toronto and headed back to the hotel room again kinda early. We were tired and it was a long day again

June 12th (Sunday)

The last official day in Canada.. Make the best of it

So we went up this thing this time



The CN Tower! IT was pretty cool and it had cute asian girls working on the elevators ^_^
Nice view too



And because I felt like it.. I stuck my camera in the observation scopes they had to get this original view (hint The ipod sign)



To
SUPER ZOOM



It was cool I liked it.
Went back down, more walking and passed this dude



I shouldve taken the offer O_O

More walking and pretty much ended the day with a dinner at the hard rock cafe with MAH HUGE SUNDAE!



Canada was great and I loved every day of it. Week went by really fast

June 13th (Monday) The flight back home. Airport stuff

Went on the plane and I was TIRED AS A MOFO! When I got in the seat I layed my head on the window for a second... When I looked up we were in the air. I was like "WHAO wtf what happened to lift off?" ... I thought that was a funny experience

Go back home and slept n rested the entire day... LAter on ERic came over and we talked for a hour or so then went to jakes house and us 3 chilled out there until really late at night.

June 14th (Tuesday)

Hang out with dad day.

I forgot what we did entirely. We saw Mr and Mrs Smith and I thought that was a GREAT movie. It was really entertaining and I love brad pitt. Ate at Boston MArket and headed home.. Dont remember the rest of the night

June 15th (Wed) Eric, Jake n Shibby and I went to Dolphin Mall !

We walked around and chillaxed there basically. At one point we were walknig down this one part and these 2 13ish year old girls with really tight clothes on walk by and as theyre walking by eric just does an outburst of "HOLY SHIT THOSE ARE TIGHT PANTS" ... That was so damn funny

We later on saw Batman Begins ... I was impressed. I loved batman as a little kid and the new movies kinda sucked.. Actually they did suck and I thought this would be some stupid remake. But I was wrong, that was FANTASTIC. I loved that movie and was very impressed. 2 Joshie thumbs up

Went back home and the day continued as whatever.

June 16th (Thursday)

Time for josh day. Just a chill day really.

Later in the night turned bad. Its over

June 17th (Friday) - Today!

Chilled with Christina, Claudia and Gus...

Christina got dropped off somewhere later on in the night and the rest of us chilled at my house. Jake was over for a bit then us 3 went to Dennys and headed back ehre and they went back home.


Quick ponderings or... whatever they are

I am not peoples damn baby sitters. Im tired for the finger being pointed at me if SOMEONE doesnt get involved in certain events or gatherings. I m tired of being looked at to organize every single one of those gatherings and then get critizied for it.

Things for Michelle and I are unfair.. The worlds unfair and I miss her.. I really do.. she made me happy and calm

Well I forgot it last time but owell

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10: My First D

It was 3rd grade and I recieved a D on my report card and came home with it. My mom wasnt too happy about it... She really lowered my self esteem that day and that 1 day of getting yelled at and getting "love taps" really effected me that year and the next few. It all happened in my room with my lights out

11: When I was Good In MAth!

Sadly it was around 1st or 2nd grade. I got an award for excelling at math so much, I remember being able to teach the class on my "techniques" I guess on how I figured out problems. Then I became a slacker har har

12: First and Only Student of the Week

Every week in Princeton, a single student would be picked in the grade you were in for a student of the week choosen by the teachers of that grade. Everytime on the announcements I would hope maybe some way my name would pop up but it never did.. I wish it did just so it would make me feel better and maybe actually show something that would maybe make my parents proud.. Even just for a minute.. But one day it happened.. I believe it was in the 5th grade with Mrs Lane. Not really a big thing but it was for me.. It made me happy. I never got Student of the Month or Year

13: RAR CHRIS J RAR

8th grade.. One morning I came to school angry and upset because my mom yelled at me a lot that morning. We were in homeroom and I was keeping to myself like I always did and Chris came up to me wanting to talk or w/e and I just told him if he could give me some privacy and let me be alone but he sat next to me and was playing around like flicking things and spinning coins on the table and my temper blew out and I got up.. PIcked him up.. Slammed him on the table and yelled "Stop being so immature" then Mr Towers said "Hey ladies, sit back down"

14: Online PLZ!

When I was first introduced to the world of the internet, it was just the basic AOL sites. Then one day I dont know how but I got TEN which was a gaming network on my computer and it happened to be for one of the games I loved back then which was Total Annihilation and I found out about online play back then so I wanted to go online more. I would sit on the computer and do whatever but when my dad would walk to the fridge and on the way back id have the AOL Login screen loaded with me on the cheer sticking my thumbs up and smiling so he would log me in

15: Watching Dad Play C&C

I liked to watch my dad play Command and Conquer back then when it came out. He played that game at times and I liked watching him.. I liked when he played any game, I remember even asking him to play something so I could watch. I just thought a dad playing video games was the coolest thing.

Without Wax,
Josh out

Thursday, June 09, 2005

IM IN CANADA WEE!!!

June 6th (Monday) Was with parents.. First my dad and I went somewhere.. I forgot.. or did we? I dunno.. But we went to Miami Dade to ask some questions.. Stopped at Mel's house for a second. She called me an asshole in a nice way kinda =p Said hi to everyone. Eric and Steven T. were there. Erics always there lol

After that went to pick up the mom, went to the falls... Ate at TGI Fridays, my mom bought me an IPOD battery backup thing. My dad and I saw The Longest Yard, I liked it.. twas funny

Walked around a little, mom bought some coach wallet for too much money and uh headed home n stuff.

June 7th (Tuesday) CANANDA DAY!

Went to the airport at around 11PM and when we got there did the airport thing.. While we were waiting there was this girl who kept staring at me.. like dead on STARING.. She was hot as all hell but uhm.. that was kinda freaky.. Then I looked at her and she looked down and I started to read.. I look up and she has sunglasses on but is trying to pretend to look another direction.. WHEN SHE WAS STARING AT ME through the glasses. I felt weird

Anyways boring airport stuff, had to eat a crappy ham sandwich.. The flight.. The landing blah blah.
When we got outa the airport we took the taxi to our hotel which is pretty cool. The first day there we walked around the Montreal city. This is the french part so everyone is french/english speaking. We ate at the Hard rock here



Then did more walking around. My dads been here before so he knew some places to see. Its a nice city tho, everyone is nice and the girls have really cute accents .. I wanna take some home.

June 8th (Wed) Mark our tourguide!

Mark was one of the customs guys that worked with my dad down in miami for a few months and I met him a few times. Hes a funny/fun guy and was always the cool canadian :)

He drove us around to show us different parts of Montreal.. Like up the hill to the old church that was BIG and the old city parts... Ect ect.. He was also giving us history lessons on Montreal and Canada in general in an amusing way lol~ Hes cool, come back to miami!



After driving around we went to the Olympic Stadium



If you notice the slanted building in the back.. That would be the works of the "ingenius" french. They wanted to make the place unique so they decided "hey lets make the biggest slanted tower!"... Its all nice on paper but gravity+big slanted building = bad..

So we went at the top of it! Wewt!



The place isnt even used for anything anymore but the poor Canadians are still paying a crap load of tax money to maintain the damn thing from falling.. Literally

After that we went to the biodome which was the swimming pool area turned into a zoo of sorts where we got to see things like



AND PENGUINS! I didnt get any good pics :( I couldnt use flash on thedamnthings.. But they were cool.. I mean cmon... THEYRE PENGUINS!

After that went back to Marks car to see



Canada is split into 2 parts in a way.. The frenchers and the non frenchers... They dont like eachother.. Mark = Ontario.. Quebec no like Ontario and the other areas.. Quebec smash Ontario car with the liscence plate from there. NICE!

Mark was really pissed off but he kept it really cool but you could tell he just wanted to exploid and shoot people n stuff... He called the police and they told him hed have to report at the HQ.. Then we saw a police car patroling the parking lot (uhm yeah) and we drove to catch em. Mark talked to them andthey told him to go to the HQ to report. So we had to do that.. Lazy cops

We went there, did the report and then picked up Marks wife and we ate at Duns where we got smoked meat and poutine.. Poutine is french fries with gravy and cheese.. Its a canadian thing but a GOOD canadian thing.



When we told the wife she was #@$*#@*%#@ but also kept it pretty cool. But we were all like "DAMN FRENCH!!". Except then she realized she had a bag in the back with stuff inside like shoes, expensive makeup ect.. So it wasnt the french that did it cuz theyre lame but it was a common theif. So the french were back to being ok ~

They went back home after lunch, they drove almost 2 hours to see us so that was cool. Afterwards we went to a few places like the TITTY BAR! There was hawt girls in there, some were really hawt. Saw the movie the Interpreter, I liked it but it was predictable. Ate at someplace called Harveys which was like a Wendys then went back to the room and slept for the night

June 9th (Thursday)

As for today.. ITs not over yet

But sofar we ate at some steak place, had a salad for lunch. IT WAS GOOD!! Best I had in a LONG time. walked some more.. Went into some uhm.... something.. It was for the Formula1 race thats gonna happen here but I got some pics with girls!! WOO!





The bud girls came out bad, I have another pic ill replace it with later~

Got some handouts and now back in the room taking a lil break



Im having a blast here, Josh likes these silly canadians. Tomorrow im going on a train to Toronto!

BAI!

Without wax,
Josh out

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Life is over for meeeee!!! =(

High School is over, for good... Sigh and its too late to fail to I can go another year.

Michelle and I are breaking up ...
We dont want to, were actually VERY happy with eachother but were pretty much being forced to. Our relationship is not "approved". I never get to see her outside of school besides some rare occasions and I wont be able to for sure now. Theres nothing else we can do and im extremely upset about this and so is she but I dont know what else to do. Im lost

June 2 (Wed) Graduation, the day my life ends... Atleast this chapter I dont want to leave but what can I do.

My grand parents came over at uh.. I dont know what time. My Gma made me something cool with the graduation letter we sent to her as long as a pimped out grad bag



Later on I put my gown on and we "had" to take pictures and well. THEY ALL SUCKED! But the only one that was half decent.. my dad and I



But hey its a tradition of bad graduation pictures of me.. LIKE MY ELEMENTARY GRADUATION!



After the really crappy pictures we headed to the Miami Dade Kendall campus. When we got there it was raining and we headed to the gym. They went in and I waited in line and found random people. Both krystle/chrytle found me and we found others.. Talked for a little bit then had to get in our "areas" by our last name.

Got there and then the wait in the HOT ASS hallway.. We were all sweating balls because A: Small hall way B: Lots of people = heat C: we were standing in our damn gowns.. GAY!



Later on Gus and Cody arrived, I forgot their last names started with a S so I was happy and we took apicture. Well.. I did



We waited in that hallway from about 7 to 8PM but it seemed.. so.. much.. longer
but we finally walked in and took our seats. I found my parents relatively easy and I found myself looking for Mel because she called earlier asking If I was going to graduate when we havent talked in days. I dunno

Took our seats.. Speech... Blah.. blah... bleh... blah'
then finally walking on stage and getting my diploma case. The first hand you shake was Halfakers and I was kinda uhmmmmm.. Thinking he would hate me or something lol but it was okay. Then a bunch of people I dont know then the AP's. Ive come to like Stitsky the most actually, everyone told me congrats blah blah and Stitsky said "Josh, do great things in life"... That was nice

As I was walking to my seat again all the counselors and teachers I was passing were like "CONGRATS JOSH!!!" And i shook a lot of their hands n such. I was the only one they did that too so I kinda felt special in a way lol.

Got back to the seat.. Final speech.. turning of the tassels and that moment. High school was over. I didnt get butterflies or cried during the graduation. I thought I would but I guess it wasnt all that magical.

After that we all went outside and I tried finding people. Some found me and I found some others but I didnt see A LOT of people. It was friggin night and there was so many poeple in 1 little area that it was just by pure luck if I ran into someone I knew. Mel seemed to pop out of nowhere and find me, she told me congrats... I dont know but I really appreciated that.

I was looking for poeple like Edwin, Jesse n Chris J but couldnt find em.. Got a couple of shots tho like with Rudy, Justin n Gus



Went and walked with my dad, said bye to a few more people.. I wanted everyone to stay there all night with me so I could say bye to everyone but that was hardly something that would happen and Im not exactly capable of saying bye so easily since I want to hold on to that but I guess I have to let go.. Even without saying good bye

After that we went and drove to Bahama Breeze to eat then proceeded home where I couldnt sleep the entire night..

June 3rd (Thursday)

My graduation party!!!

Family, Friends and work friends all came.. It was really great and I had a great time. Really glad it happened. All my friends chilled in my room, sung some karaoke, talked outside. All left (my friends) to go to the love store.. Came back and chilled in my room some more. Good fun






Got cards with money and giftcards n such. From people I never even met too, its pretty incredible.. LOTS OF THANKS!!

Sam and Suzie showed up that day too for the graduation party, that was cool. They havent been here in years.

But it was a great night, I had a lot of fun.

June 4th (Friday)

Day I received the bad news from Michelle. Shes in mexico right now and it appears were going to break up... This really sucks. Why does everyone else get relationships where they are able to see eachother and be happy. I always get the difficult situations. Maybe im just not suppost ot be with anyone ugh

Anyways I woke up early in the morning, maybe slept 2-3 hours to take the SAT. jeeeze I was TIRED... We stopped at McDonalds to get some breakfast for me and my dad saw Barney inside Mcdonalds.. That was kinda funny.

Got to school and waited in line to get our room to take our SATs with Barney and Joey.. Wewt I wasnt gonna be alone~! Anyways there was a cat stuck in the vending machines going "MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW" it was funny in a bad sad way.

The SATs sucked my bolas. I dunno how I did and I cant guess either.. Guess ill find out.

Got home and everyone was awake, I was going to stay awake and not sleep but uh my body kinda gave out on me and I fell asleep after I got done talking with Michelle. I was too upset to stay awake I guess. I had some shitty dreams during that nap

Woke up, waited some more, TV guy came and fixed our direct TV.. Ok woot.. Now DSL?

Went to Dolphin mall, went to a few stores.. Saw some random people like a girl who went "I know that guy!" and pointed at me but I just ignored her cuz I didnt feel like going all "OH hey I dont remember you, where did we meet" blah blah.. Saw Chris n Gabby, Sonya and uhhhh thats all.

Ate at Dave n Busters then went back home. I stood up awhile listening to some SoCo. Went to sleep, more nightmares.

While I was in my bed lying wide awake thinking about what im goign to do about michelle.. About 2 AM I get a weird phone call from a weird number and I picked up and it was michelle with a simple "Hey I just wanted to say hi, good night babe" ... I wish she could stay on so I could hear her voice, if just a few minutes. It keeps me calm. When she had my hoodie and gave me it back it smelled like her. For the first time in my life I found myself sleeping with something because of its scent and how it reminds me of them. I really miss her, I may LOVE her (Im serious when I say that word now) but I really care for her and she makes me happy. She said that she wouldnt lose me so easily and would fight so hard to be with me and see me when she can but this is something she cant win.

June 5th (Saturday)

Woke up a lil before 11 to say good bye to my Gma, Gpa, suzie and sam. It was really cool how they all came down just for me, I really appreciated that. My gma played lots of bejeweled on my computer . Gawd shes such a gamer, I didnt even get much computer time! lol~ But it was all cool.. Went back to sleep when they left tho lol

Woke back up around 3PM because of kurt gave me a love call. Anyways a lil later Claudia and Dalia came and picked me up. We got Gus and headed to Claudia's place. She has a NICE home and her bed is so... comfortable... Yes... so... *drool* *sleep*... But yeah we went out, got some pizza.. Headed back.. Ate, chilled.. Dropped Dalia off at 10.. Went to my house.. chilled in my room and talked.. And they left about 11:30.. Before they left Claudia noticed

KISSING SNAILS!



And then we poured salt on them.. MWAHAHAH BURN!!! And poured salt on other snails... BURN! and then flicked them... SMASH!!! and they headed home

Now its me in my wee lil o home.

I cant believe high school is over tho. Its all so unreal. I remember being back in Elementary ALL the way back then when I was in Redland Christian Academy with Chris J, Bryant Quick, Ashley Garcia and others I know there going "wow schools never going to end" and it did.

Redland was interesting. I wish I remember more of it. Show and tell and me always bringing in the "violent" toys which would be figures with guns n stuff and getting crap about it from the teachers haha thats funny. Having this HUGE crush on Ashley Garcia to meet her again in high school and have the slightest bit of interest in her.

Then Princeton ... Damn I hated that place. I didnt feel like I belonged anywhere all the years I aws in princeton. I was always trying to fit in somewhere to only be rejected. In elementary I would walk around recess alone and go to random groups of people to only get pushed away and Id always end up alone on the swings n stuff. Then the boys started buying those star wars miniture figures or w/e and I started to get them and had a feeling of belonging because they would let me play with them.

I was the loner kid in the corner of the class that didnt talk much and sat with the other loners. In middle school there I started to have more of a feeling of being belonged. I had a crush on Gina and was able to kinda be her friend after a project with Chris J and her. I remember that somewhat. But I never got to be with Gina, I was too shy. Over the years I kind of made friends.. Good ones too like Dominque, Rodolfo, Kevin W, John B and others. I didnt hate it as much but still hated it. I still got teased. Damn kids can be HARSH! I think I was depressed back then, I cried every night.

My last year there was 9th grade, It was ok. I left princeton because Dominque, Kevin, Chris and some others were going to south dade and without them I would have nothing in Princeton. I was scared but I followed them.

Before I left princeton, I dont remember what year I started exactly.. But it was before I went to south dade so I think I started 7th or 8th grade. around these years I played a lot of online games and met a lot of cool people from Jedi Knights (best gaming experiences ever), Star Craft (met amazingly cool peopel that I wish I still talked to), Half Life and others. Then I moved onto this god forsaken thing called Everquest.. But i loved it. I met a lot of cool poeple and having so many valuable memories in that game like I would in real life. After that I never talked to people online besides the people I know in person as opposed to before I would talk to peopel all over the country because I didnt know anyone in real life.

Going to South Dade = Best Decision EVER!
Within the first few MINUTES of being there I found a place of belonging. Being in the gym reading my manga by myself and then Edwin going up to me and we started talking about Anime, Edwin was the first person I met in South Dade.. He was new to the school too. In a few minutes I found out he played Magic. After that I had Agriculture where Chris J and Dom. were in. There I met gus and I found out Chris played Magic too so next class I brought a deck and we started playing and then Daniel Hicks came in and played with us. I found out that week there was a lot of people who played magic and I automatically became friends with them. I was so happy in south dade, I was making so many new friends and I didnt even know how to react to it all or what to say. I was trying to fit in still on how they were and say what they wanted to hear but I didnt know so I found myself changing.

10th grade was an amazing year, I think it was the year my life turned around. It was truly an amazing year.

11th grade was great too. I was with Alley, was making more friends and I guess becoming more social. I became good friends with Jesse which I think was one of the best things to happen. I remembering the first time going to his house being kinda nervous because he was too cool to hang out with me but yet he wanted me to come over and chill? That was cool. Alley was a big part of my junior year, she made it a great time. I didnt get to see her much and I didnt pay as much attention to my friends as I should of but I dont regret any of it. Being with Alley was a great time in my life. It was a great year, I loved it and it was also the year I guess I kind of discovered myself and who I am.

12th grade.. Senior year.. There was good and there was bad. I met a lot more people, became more involved in things, was ALWAYS with friends and with someone all the time, a majority of the year I was chasing Mel, and well.. DRAMA from everybody. I expected more, it wasnt one of those things you see in movies and shows where on their senior year theyre having all these great times but it was still good. I met new people, hung out with them and had fun. It was the year of drama, everyone was having problems and they all came to me and I had my own dramatic problems so the drama was driving me insane. I enjoyed it tho.

Im going to miss everyone, I wont be seeing a lot of people again but I will always (hopefully lol) remember them and see them in the future. High school was the best years of my life. I changed so much in those short few years to mold me what I am today.. good or bad ..

I met the best people I think ill ever meet in life. I dont even know where to start. Edwin was the first person I met and were good friends now, Chris J. has been with me pretty much since the beginning... weve known eachother since K5 and its good to know were still close, Gus one of my best friends.. I had some of the best times hanging out with him, Dom.. No matter what hed always make me feel in place, in Princeton when nobody would talk to me, he would. Doms great, Jake.. He changed a lot in those few years too, and Im glad to be there with him. Weve been thru a lot together and its been great., Barney n Joey .. In many ways they are kinda like brothers and sisters and in a way it feels like I am with them.. Theyre great and im so happy I got to know them, Jesse who is also one of my best friends. I cant POSSIBLY imagine what my junior or senior year would of been without him.. Actually yes I can.. TOTAL SHIT!, Eric .. Crazy mofo~ Eric puts a lot of life into anywhere he is, hes an absolute blast to hang out with., Micheal, Rudy, Justin, Juan, Desi ... theyre kinda all a lil gang with Edwin.. I gang I loved being with these years. I mean I could go on and on about everyone I know.. Everyone meant so much to me and the thought of not seeing them sickens me to the core.. Ugh But atleast this year I got to meet KICKASS people like Lee!! Lee is so cool, we should worship lee

And to be a lil conceded...
When I came to South Dade I didnt know what to expect and to come to something with this HUGE acceptance. I dont know how this happened... People would call me to invite people to their gatherings because "I know everybody". Walking down the halls and not being able to escape people I know having to say hi and hug like 10 different people every 5 feet I walked. Its really weird. Even as I graduated it was still weird to me on the last day of school. In princeton Id always be alone but in South Dade it was the complete opposite. Friends would even get mad at me because I wouldnt pay attention to them or invite them to certain events because I forgot or something. Its crazy.

And girls.. good god.. who would of known? I couldnt even imagine having a 2 second conversation with a girl in princeton and when I did .. I always end up an idiot after those 2 seconds but now its like a second nature talking to a girl. I also got this attention from all these girls that want to go out with me.. WEIRD! Like id be friends with some girl, say hi maybe a conversation ehre and there and find out later that she has a crush on me.. and this was regular. Like seriously huh? I was th eugly kid in Princeton .. the LOSER.. I still am but why am I getting all these attention? I think it actually got to me at time, I found myself having a large ego at random times and thinking in my head "whao".

How do I move from playing video games all day to always being out and always being "busy" ... Its a weird psychological thing to change from what I had in princeton to what I had in south dade in such little time. It was overwhelming

I had a huge click in South Dade too. It was like I was one of the Elite at the school. All the teachers n staff knew me and would talk to me and everything. I could almost do anything for people... If someone came in late I could get them a pass to class no problemo, get anywhere in the school, get out of class when I finished work to go to the techie office when others couldnt leave class, just basically... Do anything.. Literally.. And now that click is gone, I will no longer be there and waht I had there wont be following me

I love South Dade so much, Every year has been a huge change HUGE. If it wasnt for girl drama and me feeling lonely still I couldnt ever be possibly more happier. If I didnt go to South Dade god only knows how I would be now.

My parents have been there all these years. Supporting all my different trend movements for me to fit in with peopel so I could be happy but a lot of times it never worked but I kept on trying and trying and asking my parents to buy more and more crap.. But they did it anyways to keep me happy. Especially my dad, he always tried to keep me happy. My mom too so I guess there is no especially helpful but I dunno. I really do have the best mom and dad I could ask for... My mom still drives me insane though

So much has changed, ive gone through a lot... I dont know ... school ... Im going to miss it. the best days of my life and I dont know what to expect in the future... Who I will lose as friends, who I will meet.. The new experiences Ill go through. High school made me feel safe, it was shelter and now im out of it. I had people all my life deciding what would happen the next year but now its my choice. Its scary

I love you all and I love you for making these years the best I ever had. For those who didnt know me before 10th grade, if you did... You would know exactly why I love you all so much and how much I appreciate you all.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right

I love you all

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Im going to start something different for me... You can only remember so much before forgetting it and from here on end.. After every entry im going to put 3-5 (or more) random memories from anything I can remember. Overtime I should have a good collection of random memories lol. But to start off with how I met some people and other random memories.. Gonan do more than 3 to start off with

1: Meeting Gus

I met gus when I went into my agriculture class for the first time and I talked to Dom first then Chris. I was talking to Chris and Gus said something to me and then Chris said to me "See that kid (pointing at gus) dont talk to him, hes weird" so I ended up talking to him lol. Only to find out he'd be a big part of my life in southdade

2: Meeting Edwin

I was sitting in the Gym bleechers by myself reading Love Hina manga. Before that I would just look at random people but I didnt know anybody soI would just sit there alone at the top. But I was reading it and Edwin came up to me and said how he liked Love Hina and we started talking about Anime then out of nowhere I asked him If he played magic and hes like YEAH!. I had him for a science class that year before I switched out, he was like grr to me lol

3: Meeting Danny Hicks

Was playing Magic with Chris and Danny comes up in his K-Mart uniform shirt asking if he could play. We said sure and he came back with this deck and we started all playing. After that Agriculture wasnt ag class it was Magic Class.. Thats all we did the entire year.. Played Magic. I even found myself doing something I never done before.. skipping class to go to ag and play magic

4: Meeting Kris S.

This was about the middle of the year. I was walking to the tech support office (which was a complete mess back then) and when I walked in I saw this really weird freaky looking kid. I said Hi im josh and we started talking since then. We became really good friends and hung out everyday almost. Later on we used to pretty much live with eachother because id sleep at his house one day, hed sleep at mine the next and it went on and on week after week, month after month. He was one of my best friends, its a shame he turned the way he did now. He didnt do stupid things back then

5: Meeting Alley B

Alley was an important part of 10th and 11th grade aswell. I was talking to cass and she randomly invited me in a chatroom and im saying whatever in there to find what I believe at the time was Blinkgirl182 or something... To find out she was that little girl that lived behind Jakes house that I occasionaly. Who knew I would fall in love with her, I was over 3 years older than her but we didnt care. Now shes a good friend, I still love her.. Not romantically but in a different way.

6: Meeting Mel

She was a big part of my senior year. I mean cmon, I was chasing her for more than half of it. I met her when I was having one of my gatherings and Eric brought her and Krystal along. I already met krystal from one of the times Iw ent to Jesses house but never Mel. I saw Mel before at a friday fest wearing PJ pants and sometimes in school but I never really took notice. This time I did at my house, I thought she was beautiful and wanted to know her more. When I went to school I started seeing Mel and we would say hi.. We'd pass eachother walking from homeroom and say hi.. Then hi became hi whats going on... then that turned into conversations.. Which turned into skipping together.. which turned into us hanging out.. Which turned into ... you get the picture.

7: My social life in Princeton

I only had 1 thing I talked about... Just 1.. Video Games.. It was all I did and all I could talk about . I had no other interests and I didnt know what else to talk about. So in the table I sat with we would always end up talking about video games.

8: Duke Nukem

My dad had the demo of it on the computer somehow and I was like whao cool! And I wanted to play the full thing and he got it. It was the coolest thing I ever saw and it was something that introduced me into PC gaming. I brough the box art of princeton in elementary to show my friends the game. I didnt notice it had warning labels and one of them was Sexual Content and you know kids. If they hear or see the word sex they go Oooo!!! Hell I did it too, your innocent as a kid.. Anyways..I go ttold on lol

9: First Kiss

Something that was important to me to end on
I was laying on one of the couch's in jakes house with Alley and we just looked at eachother hugging eachother and I was so nervous because I wanted to kiss her but didnt know how and was super shy about it but I moved in to kiss her. I miss that feeling of that first kiss, the butterflies, the feeling nervous. Nowadays I can make out with any girl and just be like "Yep"

BTW... This post took me 3 hours

Without Wax,
Josh out

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Well crap... High schools over

I guess to do what I always do first.. Catch up

Saturday (May 28th)

Gus n Dals dual birthday party!!

I was gonna go to Gus's house around 2-3 with joey and barney but i didnt hear from them so Dalia, Claudia and Cass came and picked me up. It was weird seeing Cass again, was a long time. ANYWAYS went to Gus's house, surprisingly I NEVER been there before except that day. We chilled around, Scott n Lorena arrived a lil later on, so did Jesse n Eric. We drank some booze, swam, chilled did whatever. I had a fun night except the part where jesse came out in lorena's bottom piece (JUST THAT) and starting humping me on the couch.. ugh bad memory.. BAD! My first thought was that he was naked, he said "Look josh look!" but I wasnt gonna look, I just screamed for help but nobody answered my cries :(



Sunday (May 29th)

THE FALLS WITH MICHELLE!

My mom gave me a ride to the falls and I waited for Michelle there.. I waited for FORTY FIVE MINUTES!! DAMN LATE MEXICAN GIRL RAR!!! Cmon shes not cuban, theres no excuse to be that late! RAR! (Pwn Alley/Jake)

Well she got there and we went in the movies to see Kicking and Screaming, we werent really interested in the movie. We havent seen eachother in awhile and the first real minute together was in the movie so we just kinda looked at eachother the entire time. I really missed her

After the movie we went to different stores, I bought the Lamb of God's newer CD. We then went to eat at Fridays wee



That was so awesome being able to have lunch with JUST her. It was great =)

There was this guyat another table that kept staring at Michelle.. Twas funny.

We left at about 6 and they dropped me home. I didnt do anything else for the rest of the day. (I think?)

Monday (May 30th) A relax day of sorts. I was really tired that day and slept A LOT then Dalia randomly showed up and kidnapped me. We went by Joeys to say hi to her then to Gus's to say hi to him and headed back to my place and she went home.



I wish she came back, we havent had Dalia/Josh time since my 10th grade year.

anyways for the rest of the day I just did random things at home like makeup work.. Wewt wewt

Tuesday (May 31st) I was still technically suspended but I didnt care... I was going to school... I WAS GONNA TAKE PICTURES DAMNIT!! Anyways I turned in some work, took a test or 2 and did whatever for the rest of the day at school.

but some random group pics.





Sigh...

After lunch I was with Michelle in Mrs Zeisiffs class. All the girls kept looking at us and smiling and saying comments O_O



It was pretty much THE last day of school where everyone would be there... The last day of highschool ever in my life and I didnt even get to say hi or get apicture of a lot of people. Atleast I got some

The entire school day I was trying to get cleared for my English class so I kept asking Mrs Martin about it, turning my work in and even doing extra work so she would just sign a DAMN PIECE OF PAPER but no.. She would keep telling me to come back later and it was pissing me off seriously. My dad came and we were told to come back at 1:30 and Mrs Adams and Martin spoke rudely to my dad, im surprised he didnt go off.. I kinda wish he did to let out my frustration through him. Anyways, took a minute nap and went back to school and finally got cleared (jebzuz)

Got back home again and took another nap... Michelle too~



I woke up again and headed to guitar lessons. After lessons went to Shortys and ate there. Hoora. Later with Mike for a minute he got me a Red Lobster hat because I asked for it and 50$ with a graduation card.. THANKS MIKEY!

Went home, did whatever.. Went to sleep.. Eventually, had a lot of my mind about high school so i only got a little

Wed (June 1st)

Official last day of school... There was actually more people than I thought would be there.

Anyways I got there, Michelle came too.. Walked her to homeroom then I went to Martins to take the final. After that I went to Garcia to take that and finished it then went to Cato. Cody, Christine, Krystal n Eric were there. Krystal ignored me but w/e.

But hey... CHRISTINE! looking at the camera with uhm.. THAT GIRL!



Haha she had an interesting day...

Anyways after my exam I had to turn in some books. Went to Leons.. I forgot one book (we had two) so I went to Mr Shipp. He gave me an oral exam that was funny lol. Mel was taking a test I said hi and first thing she did was quote me "Ill call you back". Ooops I was suppost to call her back, 4 days isnt late is it? Ive been busy.. GOSH~

Went to Mrs Z again with Michelle (Heather was there too) and my mom was coming to bring my other pre-cal book and what did heather do the entire time.. ANNOY AND BEG ME about giving her a ride or SOMETHING. I like heather, shes kool in my book but no is no, especially after the 100th billionth time.

Mom came, ran around looking for my Leon. Had Drehkohn (sp?) tell us to leave and telling us the best ways to sneak out of the school (haha) that was funny. He didnt want us there and it would make his day easier so yeah.. Left with my mom.

Michelle and I came to the house and had a sap then went back to school around 12.

After she left I took a nap. Woke up, got alil bit to eat then headed off with my dad. We went to Bayside and walked around a bit then ate at hooters. After that we went to Santana!

We had 2 extra tickets that were completely wasted.. Suck

But hey.. the ticket said the show would start at 7:30 and it did... ON THE DOT!! Thats a first, listen to that all you show people.. A show.. That starts on time.. Unheard of huh?

I didnt get GREAT pictures because we were kind of far back. We were on the floor but towards the back of the floor so I had to depend on my cameras digital zoom. *shrug*

Los Lonely Boys played, they are GOOD! The guitarists really has some spizaz in his playing. I loved it



Then was Santana. I enjoyed it but it could of been better. Santana has some REALLY nice playing in his recordings but they actually didnt play that many recordings and the singer for the band I didnt like. He wasnt bad per say but he jsut reminded me too much of a ricky martin. It was good overall, my favorite was when Los Lonely Boys came out and played with Santana, that was pimp. Both of them soloing back and forth and then harmonized. Really cool



good show tho

Its actually 3:10 in the morning and I cant sleep so i decided to update this due to request from Christine, and I must obey! OBEY! *twitch*

Tomorrow is graduation (or today if your technical) I dont know waht to think. Its unreal. Guess ill have more to say tomorrow

as for now.. Im done

Without wax,
Josh out