Hi! It's Corrie. Josh never updates this thing, and I am bored out of my mind, so here I am. Anyway, basically the past couple of months that are missing on this blog were filled with just hanging out, school, and for Josh ROTC and work:) He goes to New Jersey on sunday:'( for ROTC, and gets back on the 23rd.:)I do believe the plan for the 24th is Warped Tour, but unfortunately I do not know whether I will be atteneding or not, which would be very sad, since it would be my first time going. I get to go to Canada and Seattle on saturday also, so I wont be completely bored until Josh gets back. Hmm, probably not of any importance to the people who read this that I do not know, but my brother got back surgery last tuesday and is now crippled for a little while, so it is kinda funny to see him attempt to get up and walk around. The down side to that is I am his personal slave until he heals because since he cant really move, I have to do everything for him. But hes not that demanding, he just sits there and plays video games all day anyway(sound like someone familiar...Josh maybe?;))




So I realize that it has been a while since Josh has posted, but did he ever mention that he now works at Red Lobster? As a Host:) He hates it, but he deals with it, and tomorrow is his last day for a month due to his ROTC trip to New Jersey, so he is happy.



I can not think of anything more specific to add to this now,besides the fact that i love Josh and, in the words of Ice Age 2, He completes me:) so I guess I will leave the rest up to Josh and go back to losing my mind.

This update is on one subject and just one subject alone for the simple reason of because

im pissed

sure ill write about what ive been up 2 later which is just basically ROTC and plus i should before i leave for PA. but thatll be for later

tonight I saw xmen 3 with shelly, corrie, summer, jake, sam, jack, alyssa, the mom, other dude and kris... Now whats an obvious name missing from that list? Oscar

Oscar made plans before us to see xmen 3 with Gigi.. okay fair enough.. Simple solution of making everyone happy of getting their oscar.. have them come along

BUT NO

Gigi has to be a stubborn, self centered, spoiled, lil bitch princess that HAS to get her way. Im willing to drop all my pissed off ness towards her if she gave a simple "im sorry" and not even directed to me but to corrie because shes the one who cares about a friendship with her again.

but again... NO

Gigi only sees what she wants to see because shes a ... yeah that list. Not only is she a fucking bitch but she makes oscar choose between either ELEVEN of us or the only thing that matters in gigi's world... herself

she cant even hold a mature argument or even discuss anything that has anything to do against her.

amazing really

if it werent oscar I would seriously be pissed off at him.. but knowing Gigi and her fucking selfish and spoiled ways I somewhat "Understand"

So why am I blogging this rant when I havent blogged anything else in months?

Well I asked the simple question of "are you going to come with us?" and then she nags on and quotes my website... So here you go, you can quote all of this whenever you want.

So heres the truth.. Yes we hate you.. we hate you a lot.. we cant think of anyone else we could ever POSSIBLY hate more.. but myself and everyone else is willing to drop it if you gave yourself a chance and carried some balls for once to apologize.. But since you wont ever (unless you see the light) ... ... ... fuck you

There I havent flammed someone in forever because it takes a lot for me to do that and she did just that. Plus knowing that my girlfriend has lost one of her bestfriends over nothing and knowing shes sad about it doesnt help.

your fuckups affect a lot of people and frankly gigi is one of those who doesnt realize it

Really is saying sorry that hard when you KNOW that when thats said... everything in the past will be dropped?

Look at kris.. he apologized SINCERELY and I "Dropped" all the shit that happened.. It doesnt change what happened but you move on and find out whats most important. Friendship. And keeping a grudge is too much energy to keep but shes making it worth it...

Seriously

Im sorry

Is it that hard to say?

Josh out

Yes im alive folks

Ive been busy for all of March and April with work, school and rotc but now 2/3 of it is over so I might be updating soon

A lot has happened (nothing too important atleast)

My life has become somewhat a repeat but yet different (because of rotc and of course corrie <3 )

Josh out